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Sunday, June 29, 2008

haihai..

feel so demoralised.

seeing other pple's 3d model looking so nice,

i got a feeling that i'll fail.

mesh is wrong, dont look like a girl, looking like a monster.

feel so sorry for my sister hahaha!

cuz i used her face to model.

if i used my own photo to model that, i will jump off the building a 100times.

lol lucky she haven see the model.

and i wont post it here de.

throw my face only.

shi bai~

i think partly is cuz thats a very very very very very last minute work & i admit.

so its.....

so ghey la!

haha!

but im heipi today,

cuz i did brainstormed for my webdes & gui.

lol and its like finally la.

due on week13 and just got the idea down.

so so so so dead. x.x

if the tcher dont approve then i'll be so cham lor.

and i skipped all co pracs this week. =x

very paisehh.

wanted to go on wed and thurs de,

budden haven finish the stoopid head assignment,

so cannot go.

then didnt go cs cuz..

of some reasons :)

haha!

and i think this is so cool and true!!

see what blood type you belongs to.

paisehh ah. abit small.

click to enlarge :)

and this is my super cute nephew!!

hes 1 month old.

oh man, lao le.. i become auntie le.

ermm, not those go market buy fish that auntie hor!!

i forgot his full name le. =x

his nickname is heng heng. hahaa

isn't he cute??

hehe!!

Monday, June 23, 2008

hoho i wanna watch loads loads & loads of movies!!

kung fu panda!!

you dont mess with the zohan

the incredible hulk

sex and the city

who wanna watch jio me along also okk!! :)

byebye :)

i have to practice what i preach.

i cannot keep saying and showing no actions.

i cannot fail any modules!!

i cannot remodule!!

i must buck up!!

buckup jiawen!!

buck up buck up!!

dont slack animore le!!

I MUST WAKE UP FROM MY SLACKNESS!

its time to wake up and buck up le, jiawen!!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

hehee im craving for icecream!

esp mochi and...

this!! so traditional!!

very long nvr eat le. miss the taste.

anyone know where got sell??

and this too!!

MUSHI MUSHI!!

Friday, June 20, 2008

hmm..

since that coconuts also blog-gerd le,

then i shall blog too :)

have cheered up alot after attending co pracs.

seeing friends ard makes me feel heipi =D

cuz co pple are all very funny, crazy and cu

te!! hahaha

cute and kind. [shing's FAVE phrase] LOL.

talking, jokin, crappin, lame-ing is fun with them ard.

i wanna go back school, so i can see my classmates hehe!

cheryl, py, gina, grace, twt... & YANLING!! [so long nvr see her le]

^^v

heipi heipi.

but......

i haven do hmwk. =x

i seriously dont know got what hmwk =x

and i dont feel like doing them.

no motivation.

the YCMF publicity i think overall finish le bahh.

finally~

budden sure need edi

t alot of things de.

i think i will do badly for this sem.

cham liao.

i think partly is because i dont like the modules bahh.

i have interest in them,

but i really dont understand.

esp webdesign, authoring.

many pple say html is the easiest thing on earth, budden i really dont understand, and i dont know how to script CSS.

maybe im just pure stoopid.

i have more interest towards the co side,

budden i wont major in that de.

cuz im way too lousy for it also.

there's so many pros out there.

what can i do?

i cfm cannot get into uni. cuz my results is really lousy.

im so shibaiiiii.

lol but i'll just live my life to the fullest.

at least i know im enjoying something now.

dear frends!! thankew all for all your care and concern!!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

haii im still afraid of what will happen to me the next min... ):

although i know evrything is arranged by fate..

but there's still a phobia.

after these 2 heavy lessons..

i dont know how to say..

there's so much i wanted to say, but i couldn't express it here.

anyway,

just now me, jojo and yingxin went to temple to pray.

i hope it will help.

too many things had happened,

and i dont wish to have anymore things happening.

we got 3 "ping an" amulets from the temple

will pass to shing next week bahh to put at co room.

to ward the evil.

[not i mi xing hor. lol]

heartache..

Sunday, June 15, 2008

what is happening to us?!?!

why is god taking pple away from us??

TT.TT TT.TT TT.TT TT.TT TT.TT

cannot control my emotions.

just calmed down over david's case, then now..

ruixiang,

although i dont know you really well,

you are really a kind, friendly, great senior, bro, friend, logistic.

tears just flow out from my eyes just now.

you just left liddat.

its so sudden,

was still talking with you on fri,

and i rmbed the last sentence we talked about is:

jw:"rx, you help us fan pu laa haha"

rx:"haha you gimme money then i will fan for you"

this is the last sentence.

WHY.

you are really a white angel.

a kind and helpful nurse.

a kind and helpful co mate.

you will always help out whenever we need you.

you are really a nice guy!

maybe there's a lack of kind angels in heaven,

so he took you away from us,

and bring you to his side.

i know you will be an angel looking after us in heaven.

rest in peace, ruixiang.

we will miss you.

i still cannot accept the fact that you have left us.

its realllly very sudden.

co's population is really decreasing,

and yet,

he is taking talented pple from us.

is this a punishment for us?

izzit cuz we spent too much $$ on the AIMF trip?

izzit bcuz we won too much glory?

WHY?!

i cant take it anymore.

i hope you wont take anyone from us alr.

please..

dear friends,

please please cherish your lifes.

we spent 10mths in our mothers womb to come to this world,

and yet,

leaving this world is so fast.

now,

we have to stay strong!

we must unite as nypco!

we must not let rx and david down.

we must do our very best for hongkong, YCMF, competition.

WE WILL NOT LET YOU GUYS DOWN!

sorry to spoil anyone of your mood. ):

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

yoohoo!! im back!! hahahahahaha!!

abit long hor. lol

quite alot of interesting things happened hehee. and i got my new erhu le!! heipi ^^v

cost abit ex lorr. hu han rou de.

1.1k worr TT.TT

zls still say "special price" hahaa

will make full use of it de!! hahaa.

the sound is really goooooodddd. much better than my old one la.

have to treat like my baby then nurture it, then the sound will be good!

many funny things happened in sch!

esp CAIYAN aka JELLY hohohoho!

a joke btwn cheryl and i [cuz others couldnt catch it!! hahaa]

and we invented alot of nicknames hahaha.

chao jian.

nicholas lee finally nvr call me jiaNwen le.

ps: nicholas is my 3d mod tcher la.

stoopid lor lol.

schwork is getting more and more.

workload getting heavier

modules and assignment are getting chim-er

and i dont really understand whats going on now.

die die die.

must buck up le. cannot let gpa drop le.

drop drop drop until hell.

i dont like IMM.

i dont like webdes

i dont like all modules

i dont like yr2.

anyway

co is quite fun hehe.

love the songs we playing now.

tianwang,

gu du feng qing,

xia si [sleepy song]

then for cs, we are practising

yun nan hui yi

gu dao sui xiang

huo

liu lang zhe zhi ge

han tian lei [coming soon]

*FAINTS o.o

dec got competition.

dont know can cope anot.

still got YCMF.

budden cannot back out laa

cuz.. lol

cant wait to go hk!!

few more mths to come!!

hoorayy. hoho

choose room mate liao.

kiasu de eunice they all lor. hahaha

QUOTE OF THE DAY: JELLY makes your nose BIG!!