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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

this is a very depressing post. DD:

haii why am i so unlucky??

vastr assignment kena called out by tcher cuz theres another person's work is very identical to ours. then tcher says she nvr see such identical editted video b4, even is 2 diff ideas. now she say both of grps de work are so identical and the storyline is also about the same. haii. then now she wants us to go burn all our processes to a cd then give her. we ming ming did the rough cut ourselves lorr. cheryl and peiyun they all can be my witness. i did it beside them lorr. haii. DDD: depressed.

then, codid have to redo, haii i know its part of my fault that i didnt do what he wanted, budden healso cannot insult us until liddat de mahh!! SO PISSED OFF. insulted us until like im not suitable for this course liddat. stoopid shit. DD: so damn sad/angry/helpless.. lucky lokes & her friends explained what we have to do for codid. but, i didnt really pin much hopes to pass. i think evrything i do he also bushuang de lorr. summore, NEXT SEM HAVE TO SEE HIM AGAIN!! DDDDDDDDD: haii..

im damn scared that i'll fail my sem1 after seeing my drawing hmwks de marks. got 3 Fs. )): and summore drawing is the most impt module. 6 credits siaa. although i didnt fail my assignments, but the results aint very gd. haii!! DDDDD: and my results for other modules aint very gd either. my gpa confirm damn low de. DDDD:

while other pple from other courses are relaxing and waiting for vacations, im here struggling with portfolio and studio proj. seeing the schedule given by ms wendy, its so damn packed. its like having to produce some stuffs everyday *with good quality*

and worst still, heard something damn bad from yanling. this is so frustrating. we go to sch cuz we wanna learn new things and improve ourselves. it doesnt means that if we are not talented, you all as tutors/lecturers have the right to gossip/backstab/demoralise us. you all think you are damn great?? YOU ALL ALSO HAVE BEEN THRU THIS STAGE B4 TOO!! as what you all always says, WE ARE ALL HERE TO LEARN. then what are you all doing now?!?! gossiping and backstabbing bout us?!?! IZZIT SO FUN?!?! this is so demoralising for us laa. how can you all do these kinda things?!?! HUMANS ARE NOT PREFECT IN THE FIRST PLACE!! NOT EVRYONE IS BORN WITH THE TALENT!!

anyway there's still somethings that made me happy!! shenqin laoshi gave birth le!! hahaa then i've got new screen protector and new casing for my hp!! it looks like a new one!! hahaha happy :] i want a K810i thou. it looks so damn sleek and chio. hahaha.

i really dont wanna fail my sem1 & i wanna get promoted to yr2. i'll really work hard and try to balance out my time.
bless me ^^